Stressed

One good news to all. I'm recovered! (:

Though it's not fully, but yep. Still recovered. :D

(Cheers! Means I can dance again!)

But, now I'm damn stressed up. Homeworks keep piling up like some shitxz.

Missed class on thursday and friday. :/ Therefore missed out alot too!. Urgh.

I can sense my second breakdown coming. And it's so going to be a real bad one.

I'm so in need of cash now. ): I think I've got to start working like again. I need 160bux for my adobe set. I seriously very vex and worried for this adobe thing luh. I've already took 120bux from my daddy but I returned it to HIM. Damn now, idk how to tell my daddy. Whenever I think of this, I'll feel like tearing. My head is starting to hurt now. Damnit luh.

As no kindsoul would want to share it with me. Though I'm willing to pay half the price. :/

Urgh, forget it luh. Poly life is so cruel/cold/selfish and everything luh. Though not to a large extent but, still a certain extent.

I really regret coming into this course. ):

So expensive and all. Workload and stuffs. Idk how can I manage thru' this 3 years. D:

I need advice, need help need urgh.! IDK lah. D:

FUCK LIFE.

Sometimes I think being a child is a very fortunate thing. You don't have to worry about anything. Just happily be yourself, let your emotion run wild. Let people to take care of you and worry for you and stuffs. But as you grow older, you'll have to be able to take care of yourself. Earn money for a living and stuffs and stuffs. Sigh. ):

Idk lah!. D: Everyday to me is like nothing. I see people dying everyday. And I keep on reminding myself to do something meaningful each day. But, after everyday, I realised I did nothing meaningful. I'm so disappointed in myself.

Advice anyone?. :/