Monday, July 6, 2009

I don't know what happen between you and me.
Actually I realise that both parties are at fault.
But you kept on denying that I'm the ONLY one at fault.
I don't know how to bring across to you.
You kept on asking me for an answer on what had happened to me.
But you didn't even give me chance to explain?.
Didn't even cool/calm down for me to explain?.
You're so hot headed now.
How would you expect me to explain to you know?.
I'm afraid of meeting you now.
You are so very beast now. Act like a beast also.
You will reap me into pieces.
You kept on asking me to think. Then you?.
Shouldn't you think too?.
I mean you should change your manner when you're speaking to me.
It doesn't mean that if you're angry, you'll have to scold vulgarities.
If you can't take it that I'm close with guys. I'm sorry.
Because I have my choice of choosing friends, close friends.
As a dancer, we're a family so we tend to be close with each others.
We're just like sisters and brothers. So you'll just have to accepted it or leave it.

I don't really wish to end this. But, if you keep on pushing me and forcing me.
I think I've just got to come to a decision.
Just cool down and give each other some time. I need to sort out my thinking.
If you don't understand what i am typing, you can ask jaclyn for help.
I'm not trying to be sarcastic or what.
Is just you have got to understand what am i typing in order to understand what am i thinking, okay?.
I just need time. More time. Please give me the time.
Thanks.

And, I'm sorry to make you suffer.

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