Thursday, June 4, 2009

Dilemma

Just finish dance practice. Super tired. But fun (:
I think my techniques suck to the max please. Keep on forgetting steps. D: Feeel damn chui now. Like a loser kind of feeling. But, i'll keep on practicing and make myself better. 
Tmrw is the first Sydc training, I'm looking forward to it.(And hope my muscles won't ache tmrw!) 

I know you're talking about me. And trying to get the message across to me. Okay, first i've to apologize to you for not replying your message on last sunday. As i'm having orientation. But i do have the intention to call you back when i'm free. I admit i'm kinda into dance now. Probably because i'm new to sydc and foreign bodies. Thats why i need time to juggle this two dance crew as well as my school work. I hope you can give me some time to adjust everything. And, no worries about that thing you tell me via sms. I'll improve and make sure that you don't feel neglected. And, there's one thing i want to tell/assure you. I normally don't show how i love/treasure that person. I'll quietly protect/love that person in my heart. (: This is how my system works. And, don't worry too much. As you're on par with dance in my heart :D
Is like no dance, no you, no family, no friends, no him, jovelle can't operate properly. I still have alot of things to share with you. And, hope you meet you up like real soooon please. Since you're having holiday. Actually i can meet you tmr. But i know you're already meeting another person. So ya, maybe next time. Or dinner? And, i hope you won't because of this small incident, you share all your thoughts/feelings with the other person but not me kay?. I like it when people tell me my mistake. So that i can improve. I hope you'll constantly do so, so that i know where should i improve on. And, i'll do that to you to. If i find that you've something you need to improve. (: Friendship is something that can be lost easily and easily be found. But real friendship is something that can't be found and can't be lost easily. And i hope our friendship is not any other ordinary friendship.

Damn tired after a loooooong day. Another long day tmr. D:

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