Shermaine

Sister, i know this is a very huge blow to you.

But, i won't pangsei you. I'm serious, not kidding.

You must understand, how i feel too. You're sad, i'm NOT happy okay.?

Seeing you like that makes me feel even worse.

Yes i admit i don't know your feeling of being rejected. Maybe i'll get rejected by Foreign Bodies?

You'll never know. By that time, i need you by my side to comfort me, care for me.

I'm there for you, always. I don't want you to push me away dear.

I hope you really be back to the old Shermaine. Please! We all feel damn sad/heartpain seeing you torturing yourself. You're at the same time torturing me too darling.

You know I'm always the one who cares for you. All the 'i love you, sister' you said before are fake?. You're there for me when i flunk my o levels, you know how depress i am. You're there to help me with my work last year when i retook my o levels. I'm not going to just leave you alone. It'll never ever happen. I need you to buck up, study hard for your o levels & score 10 marks and below. Don't give up dancing, you'll succeed. You've just started dancing like a few months? You can acheive this result is a very big breakthrough.

I believe if you persevere you will definitely make it through.

I hope you'll still treat me as your #1 dearest sister like i do. 

I hope you know how i feel now. If now i got rejected and you got in, yes i'll cry i'll be depress. But i know i need you by my side to comfort me and i know you'll be there for me too. I hope you put yourself in my shoes like how i put myself in your shoes sister. I need you to support me. YOU, SHERMAINE KIM YUN RONG. So you don't come ask me message jwayne or what. Closest sister ever will be you and minhui. i hope you can wake up from your sad state. I hope you'll text me happily and meet me happily the next time.

Shermaine, i love you kay?. <3

Don't forget me and go with beehwa. I don't want to lose yet another sister. Like how i almost lose tingting. I'm equally sad now, i've been rejected by my sister. My dearest/closest sister.

Please shermaine, jiayou i know you can do it. You've always show/teach me how to be strong.

You're always my role model you know?. 

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I just want you to be happy. At all cost?

Maybe even quitting SYDC?. I just want you to be shermaine kim i knew two years back.

Loves.<3