I'm so gonna finish my colour theory work and design fundamentals work today!.
Must rush, rush, rush! Jiayou.
Kay, I'm like super high now, because of KO night/dance.
I don't know if I'll be happy in sydc. ):
I hope i will be luh, because as in alot of internal conflicts (that i shall not mention) going on. Plus shermaine and minhui is not in. Sigh. Idk lah. I'm like so stucked in between luh. Whenever there's something going on, even it's not related to me, it will somehow related to me in the end.
I'm seriously sick and tired of these things lah. I'm just so gonna isolate myself and just hack care about anything. Be myself is the best man.
The other concern is, I'm afraid of not catching up with the Fbodz junior(s) when we start dance training. But, no matter what, i'll strive and persevere to continue in Fbodz. (:
Few years back when i started dancing hip hop, i asked my mother:" Mummy, why SSA don't have a hip hop dance crew as a cultural item?." And her reply was, there will be one soon. Yep, soon enough, Urban Passion came up, evolve into Human Revolution and Soka youth dance crew. I'm super happy and thought to myself that I must get into Sydc. But, it seems so far and so hard in the beginning. As time pass, I almost give up hope. Until, Sydc announced that there will be a recruitment. And when junwei told me that i got into Sydc, I totally can't believe my ears. But thinking to myself that my hardwork paid off. I'm super into dance now. (:
& hope my friends around me will love dance purely as i do. I get into sydc because they see i have the potential. And not because of getting close with people and get in.
Same goes of my FBodz audition.
Okay, my post is super emotional lah. Zzz!
Kay, go rush my work first. Kthxbai.
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