Dancexpression

Moved

2009-09-01T22:13:00.001-07:00

Hi people.

I've moved to: www.dancexpression.wordpress.com

Catch me there k?. <:

I update every single day.! :D

Relink me people.

Loves, Xoxo.

2009-08-20T03:51:00.001-07:00

I fucking hate studio project. To the max, the core.

Wasted my 10 over bux on something that is rejected and yet, can't be reused.

I'm so fucking pissed off nao. Fucking shitxz. Don't even feel like continuing anymore.

I've got to waste another 10 over bux for a fucking project that I can't even confirm that I can get A.

FML. I am breaking down nao. Like really really soon.

Anyone catch me?. Imma poor bitch that can't afford to stay in this fucking course anymore.

I want to transfer out.

Bye.

Studio Project.

2009-08-17T23:48:00.001-07:00

Mixed feelings. :/

I should be feeling stress and anxious as I've got to show my lecturer my research and concept sketchs by 3pm later.

& I've yet to come out with anything. Rawr!

Ought to slap myself. -.-

(Slapping in process)

And, I'm craving for chocolates again. My tummy is very empty! ):

I need food ahhh. D:

Should have ate just nao. Brain can't do anything without food.

And I've wasted all my time yesterday doing:

Watching movies online.
Harry Pottering.
Twilighting.
27 dressesing.
The house bunnying.
Camp Rocking.
Eating Cup noodles.

Nao I know why I always don't have enough time. <:

Giggles.

k, got to do work first. Chao!.

2009-08-17T23:48:00.000-07:00

It's killing me perpetually.

I'm like stucked in M.321 for studio project for the whole day. From 9am till 6pm (Might be even longer).

& I'm super tired. No ideas. ):

I'm suppose to do on 'Present' and research on present situations and events and stuff like that. :/

I've got to linked up everything. Sigh! No idea on how to, thou.

& I should consider on investing an eraser. But I'm just too super lazy to buy.

I need someone to fund me naoxz. Going to bankrupt soon. Rawr. But! I've got nothing to let people to fund me.

And, seriously speaking, my butt hurts like some shitxz. & And I buay tahan already. But, I can't do anything. ):

& I can't watch video on my macbook. FML D:

(Anyone can teach me? :/)

2009-08-17T09:32:00.000-07:00

Yaw, alot of things happen today ay.

SOMETHING REALLY FUNNY!.(:

Shall blog it tmrw. :D

HOHO.

2009-08-14T10:29:00.001-07:00

Happy Birthday to Jia Hao!

(Angelina, Chong En, Sky too!)

AHAH. Sorry Abit slow ay!. :D

Because Blogger server down ):

Then like can't blog.

Kay, I'm so feeling okay nao. Rofl! What an expression.

Whatever! I want to go Genting manxz.! :D

With FB somemore. Tsk! Damn good sial!. Sure very fun. & Suntec Dance Competition is tomorrow, or should I say later.

Can't wait. & Monday is my release of Studio Proj Theme. Argh! ):

Damn scare. Sure emo till siao!. D:

Jiayou! :D

Nothing to blog about. :/

National Babies

2009-08-08T20:22:00.000-07:00

HAPPPY BIRTHDAY

SHERMXZ SISTER & SINGAPORE!

Sorry for blogging and updating so late. :/

Blogger kept having bug. D: Rawr!

& Shermxz sister have yet to send me pictures. -.-

Tsk!. Lazybum.

Escape

2009-08-06T10:19:00.001-07:00

I suddenly felt so hidden after having DMS 'Identity' presentation today. :/

And after reading some of my friend's blog, I felt that all of us will tend to have lots of hidden secrets or message behind

some sentence.

I'm suppose I'll be like that too?.

I think that I'll type better english @ Tumblr than Blogger. IDK why too. D:

Damn weird ay. Roflmao!. :D

Had FBodz training today. And it was very fun and funny. (:

Chong En is super cute I swear. He made all of us laugh during his showcase! It was hilarious. (He's face expression, not moves.)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST KELLY SISTER!
Hope you'll have all your wishes come true kay?. Sweet/Sexy 17 ay!. (:
Must enjoy your day with me and worm later! :D
(If not I'll smack you upside-down! Kidding.)
Hope will be sisters forever kay?. Never drift apart, our heart will stay close with each other.
<3

K! I need to rush my Motifs. :/

Damn! Wish my luck people. D:

Drained.

2009-08-04T17:26:00.000-07:00

No brain juice left in my brain anymore. Eye bags and panda eyes not leaving me. Pimple outbreak once again.

I want to escape to a serenity place to rest my tired and drained mind. I need to sleep, for one full day. Escape from all the assignments and projects. The hustle and bustle of the city. I just want to rest, badly.

Chiong my work till 3.10am last night. Feeling damn dazed now. :/

Cold and tired. Living zombie once again. ):

Things, I've finish yesterday:

Drawing & Illustration's Self Portrait.
1 Design Fundamental's Motifs.
DMS tumblr thoughts. (Got people liked and reblogged it somemore. -.-)

Kay, It wasn't alot that I've acheive in one night. But, mind you. I reached home around 12am. :/

Was in school discussing with Anesa, Valissa and Wilson for DMS. And, though we've not done anything out. But, we've got an idea on what to make later. I need to chiong my motifs. ):

So that I can get it printed later. :/

Deadline for my motifs: 5pm. (self-given deadline)

K, i need to go nao. Blog later. D:

Bye people.

FINALLY

2009-08-03T23:13:00.000-07:00

Finally, blogger is back to normal. (:

Hohoho!. Kay, have to update alot of things uh.

Friday

Went for FB training. Damn fun dancing in the Blk A room. :D

Because there's alot of mirrors around!. HAH.

Did stretching with Amanda dear. Siying damn hardcore lah!. See her split can make my mind split also.

Dope.!

Learnt new choreography. Not really new, just improvised. Kinda easy to catch up.

Saturday

Went Oschool with Sherlene and Alicia to hand in the Oschool recital form.

& waited for Mr. Lee ZhenXin for 2hrs. Tsk! Slap him.

Thanks Sherlene & Alicia for accompanying me to wait for this ultra late king. Love you girls.

(Oh, saw Stella @ Oschool too).

Went Fareast with ZhenXin to get my shoe. & Ate chicken chop there. Not bad. :D

Xuan came around 7plus. (:

Suppose to watch movie but, all no timing. :/

Damn, so slack around cine and chit-chatted. (Love talking to them both, never fail to make me laugh.)

damn hate it to go home earlier manxz.

I missed out all the fun @ Henderson Wave that night. Tsk. D:

But, nevertheless I still love them both!. <3

(Supposedly clubbing with Amanda they all. But. :/ Mom forbid. TSK!)

Sunday

Met up with Jaclyn and YuenMei.! It was damn long ago when I last met them. :/

Like, finally after so long I can get to see them again.

Brought them to eat the Chicken Chop/Cutlet ZhenXin recommended. :D

And, shop around Fareast. Went to Jaclyn's house to feed her dog supposedly. But realised that Jaclyn's sister is at home. -.-

Afterthat, went to Plaza Singapura for our dinner. Indian Cuisine. HOHO. (:

Miss them/Love them loads. <3

P.S: I miss Amanda, Siying, Thomas, HanJun, Jamie, Bernice, Renee, Carmen, Angelina. FB clique luh!. ):

Miss all those outings.

hope everyone of us will still be as close as the past. I don't wish this situation to continue. :/

2009-08-02T08:54:00.000-07:00

Something is wrong with my blogger. Damn.
Can't post picture. Don't have that button D:

Quotes.

2009-07-28T20:48:00.000-07:00

6960.) I still love him. I tell everyone that I don't, but the truth is deep down inside I just wish things were the way they used to be.
6947.) i really like you, i really do. but i'm scared to tell my true feelings because i'm not sure if you like me back. :( but i really am hoping that you also feel the same way for me too.

Rofl!. Didn't join Thomas and gang for Ice Age III. As I've seriously got too much assignments in hand. :/
Aw, gonna miss out all the fun and laughter. But it's okay. (: We've still have loadsa chances next time ay.
Drawing & Illustration is killing me bits by bits. D: I should rather say my course.
All the assignments and integrated assignments all piling up D: All due next wednesday! Shitxz.
Really got to mug and chiong for it.
Going session tmrw, but not gnar dance. But gonna do assignments. (Seriously hate it when I can't dance.! Rawr)

To you: I guess we've got some misunderstanding between us?. If you've got anything unhappy with me or whatsoever, you can just come tell me.
Seriously. I don't like people to avoid things and think that it'll solve everything. Yes, time can heal everything. But, you must well talk/trash it out face to face with me.
& get things clear once and for all?. Isn't it better this way?. (: Hope everything will be alright between us. I don't wish to lose a close friend ay.
(If you think that I'm referring to you, then it's you).

True?

2009-07-28T09:57:00.001-07:00

VIRGO (The One that Waits)
Dominant in relationships..
Someone loves them right now.
Always wants the last word.
Caring.
Smart.
Loud.
Loyal.
Easy to talk to.
Everything you ever wanted.
Easy to please..
The one and only.

2009-07-27T06:47:00.000-07:00

I need a break, a very long one.
Escape from everything.
No one truly understands/knows me well.
I just need someone there to listen to me. Thats all.
But, out of so many, there is no one truly there.
I just have to bottled it all up to myself.

Random Rants

2009-07-26T23:07:00.001-07:00

Sometimes, I just feel that everything on earth seems to be so fake.

No one truly understands each other.

People fighting, killing, betraying and backstabbing each other.

Why is the world becoming so evil, so masked?.

Why can't human beings just live life happily and peacefully.?

Jovelle needs to mug hard now. :/ If not she's gnar be so dead. D:

Guess I won't be able to have a nice birthday this year. Have studio project to rush and stuffs when the others are enjoying holidays.): Damn sick of having exams and stuffs during birthays. It's the same for every single year. Damnit.

Have not had my haircut yet. And my hair is damn thick and ugly nao. Tsk!

I need to slim down too. Waist too fat, thighs too fat, arms also and chin. ):

I want to be 48kg. And long slim legs. flat and muscles (not fats) tummy. Rawr! Kinda impossible though. :/

(Don't care! Still must cut down on my weight!.)

Aw, Hanjun is so sweet ay. He is coming over to give me a hug (:

Haha!. Roflmao.

HairaisinPotter Partner.! Must take care ay. Don't anyhow japalang eat whatever you think that it's edible.

If not knar food-poisoning again. (:

Then you'll not be able to cast your potter spells on me. ROFLMAO.

Though you do not have a scar. HAH. Hm, I shall go make one on your head the next time i see you. *Evil laughter*

Subway is missed by Jovelle. D:

Rawr!. I want to eat Subway ay :/

2009-07-23T09:37:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, Idk what am I thinking too. Sometimes, I think that imma failure though. :/

Unable to maintain simple things like schoolwork, dance and friendship.

Sister (not shermxz), I might sound offensive in my previous post. But, this is just how I'm feeling. Idk how am I actually feeling too. Maybe i'm just overwhelmed by all the mixed feelings. Hope you'll understand. (:

I've got so many things to say, yet so little time. I need to call Zhenxin and chat. To get things off my chest.

Hope that it helps.

Quiz Two.

2009-07-23T02:43:00.001-07:00

1. Imagine yourself on board a boat that is sinking. You manage to swim to a life boat and climb in. How many people you see in the boat with you?. Me alone. ):

2. You row to the shore and see a vast desert before you. You collect some belongings and supplies, and head out across the desert in search of salvation. How many pairs of shoes do you use? 1 pair.

3. After much hard travel, you climb a rise of dunes and see a city in the distance. You also notice an oasis not too far away. Do you stop and rest at the oasis for as long as you want, only rest there for a minute, or keep heading towards the city?
Stay at the oasis for as long as I want and move on. :D

4. Upon entering the city, you see a castle that intrigues you and decide to go to it. After passing the gates you find yourself walking down the length of a long corridor leading to the throne room. You enter and see a king and a queen sitting side by side on the throne. What do both the king and the queen look like? What characteristics do they seem to embody?
King is friendly and tall. Charming. Queen is a beauty and elegant. Wearing the nicest dress ever.

5. You leave and go down a spiral stairway. It's dark and shadowy, with torches lit intermittently along the walls. As you're walking down a lady (if you are a man) or a knight (if you are woman) from the court passes you by. You only catch a glimpse of their face, and they remind you of someone you know. Who did you see? Very charming guy. :D

6. The stairs lead you to a banquet room and you see this long table with a golden goblet in the middle of the table. Looking inside the goblet, how full of wine is it? Half filled.

( analysis )
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The sheriff of Nottingham captured Little John and Robin Hood and imprisoned them in his maximum security dungeon. Maid Marion begged the Sheriff for their release, pleading her love for Robin. The Sheriff agreed to release them only if Maid Marion spent the night with him.

To this she agreed.

The next morning the Sheriff released his prisoners. Robin asked that Marion tell him how she persuaded the Sheriff to let them go free.

Marion told the truth, and was bewildered when Robin said that he never wanted to see her again.

At this Little John defended her, inviting her to leave Sherwood with him and promising life-long devotion. She accepted and they rode away together.

Now in terms of realistic every-day standards of behavior, put Robin, Marion, Little John and the Sheriff in the order in which you consider they showed the most morality and honesty (from most moral to least moral).

There is no "right" answer. What follows is an analysis based on which of the 24 possible arrangements you chose.

Quiz

2009-07-23T02:43:00.000-07:00

1. You are walking in the woods. Who are you walking with?
With someone special. My love one. (:

2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal is it?
Baby deer. :D

3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?
I'm looking at the baby deer smiling, then I go over giving him a smile and hug :D

4. You walk deeper into the woods. You enter a clearing and before you is your dream house. Describe its size.
It's cosy little modern semi-glass cottage house. :D With a very nice backyard and swimming pool.

5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?
It's not. (:

6. You enter the house. You walk to the dining area and see the dining room table. Describe what you see on and around the table.

I see food. All my favourite seafood & steak :D Candlelight and a very stylish fireplace. (: mini indoor waterfall around.

7. You exit the house through the back door. Lying in the grass is a cup. What material is the cup made of (ceramic, glass, paper, etc.)?
Glass.

8. What do you do with the cup?
Pick it up and put on an table.

9. You walk to the edge of the property, where you find yourself standing at the edge of body of water. What type of body of water is it (creek, river, ocean, etc...)
My swimming pool. :D

10. How will you cross the water?
Walk by the side of the pool.

(ANALYSIS)
1. The person you are walking with is the most important person in your life.

2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems.

3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems (passive, aggressive).

4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition to resolve your problems.

5. No fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence is more indicative of a closed personality. You would prefer people to not drop by unannounced.

6. If your answer did not include food, people, or flowers then you are generally unhappy.

7. The durability of the material with which the cup is made is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship with, the person from number 1. For example, Styrofoam, plastic, and paper are disposable; Styrofoam, paper, and glass (ceramics) are not durable; and metal and plastic are durable.

8. Your disposition of the cup is representative of your attitude toward the person in number 1.

9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your sexual desire.

10. How wet you get in crossing the water is indicative of the relative importance of your sex life.

Do I have a choice?. No, I don't.

2009-07-22T10:04:00.000-07:00

Why am I not born rich?. Why is my parents not rich asses?. :/ How I wish I’m rich and my parents are rich asses. Then, I’ll be able to buy things I want to buy, do things I want to do, not working when I’m only 17 going 18. And can dance whenever and where I like. But, my life isn’t so lucky. Rather, I’m not so lucky. Sometimes, I envy those people with rich asses parents. Darn! They can walk around with their DSLR(s) and branded stuffs. I’m not trying to imply that it’s a must for me to carry branded stuffs but, sometimes you just can’t help but envy those people with those stuffs. :/

Aw, how I wish I can have my own bedroom with walk-in wardrobe. D: Plasma teevee and swinging chair in my room. *Stares into spaces, dreaming* But, I guess it’ll never gnar happen ay. D: That’s why I’ve got to study hard now and earn loadsa and loadsa of moolah and buy, do whatever I want. And let my parents to enjoy their life. NMHRGK! Work harder Jovelle. Study harder, dance harder & play harder. (:

I seriously think that I’m addicted to dancing. Serious addiction now. D: It’s a must for me to dance practically every single day, 24/7. (at least to move, groove to the music/beat) If not, I’ll find something missing and wrong with me. :/ Gosh! And, because of this addiction, I’m neglecting my studies.! Awman. *Slaps myself* No! I cannot push the blame to dance. I must blame myself for not planning my timetable properly. & I think I should treat my parents better. As in attitude wise. It’s time for some change in you, Jovelle.!

I feel rather blessed to have such a good/great bunch of FB comrades. :D Seriously, I love them to the ultimate core. They’re really very good people. Fun-loving, steady and stuffs. Most of all, we all share the same interest, dance!. (:

Amanda: Darling girl, I’m very happy to have know you. Really very happy and glad. You’re such a good girlfriend I must say. Best Friends Forever?. :D <3>

Jamie: Twin!. :D I love dancing with you. Especially Big Girl Now choreo! (: You’re forever so encouraging and a big sister to me. Though you’re 1 year younger. (Aw, I sound so childish. :/) HAH! Anyway, I still love you.! More than anything ay. <3

ZhenXin: Real-Blood Brother!. :D Thanks for listening to me rant everytime. (: Thanks for digging your ear and let me pour all my secrets and unhappiness into it. Really deeply appreciated. Like Jamie, though you’re younger than me, but you seems like a older brother taking care of younger sister. -.- AHA. & I’m darn happy to look younger than you!. *Flees* HAHA. I know you’re sure to give me that *I want to slap you* face. HOHO. :B But, seriously the person I trusted most in FB is none other than you ay. (Honored ay?. You should be!) Thanks brother. Thanks. <3

HanJun, Thomas: Thanks for all your concern and care for me when I’m feeling down. & all your warm hugs too. (: You and Thomas never fail to make me smile/laugh when I’m with you guys. Thomas! You and I still not very close but yep, soon to be kay?. (:

HuiXuan: Dearest Xuan!. Damn happy whenever I’m with you!. Your laughter is contagious I must say. Whenever I listen to your laughter, I’ll start to laugh. *Grins* Oh! and Peelay! :D HAHA. Darn funny ay. Glad that I’ve known you even before we got into FB. And even happier to get into FB together. (: <3 style="outline-width: 0px; outline-style: none; outline-color: initial; ">THEM. :B Loves!

Renee, Tiffany & Bernice: Girls, my thursday clique babes. :D Glad to have you girls in thursday batch. Always filled with fun and laughter during trainings.(Kay, maybe not ALL, but yep, some.) And, we’ll grow and learn together ay!. (: Love you girls.

I’ve said my piece. Friends are loved. In Conclusion, Foreign Bodies is forever loved.

PS: Too many people to mention. These are just highlights. More to come. (:

Spread the love.

2009-07-20T09:14:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

BAO BROTHER & HANJUN!

Fancy having the same birthday is very cool.

And, I'm sharing my birthday with alot of people I know.

For example, current classmate Kangjie, my very own cousin JunWei, my uncle, primary school mate JinHao.

Woah!. Haha. (: But I still love my birthday.

29 August just sound very nice. :D

Kay, I'm suppose to rush my colour theory work. But, lazy again. Zz! ):

And, I've got no ideas. :/

My classmates are having a mass convo on one of the FB pictures they tag. And notices kept popping out. Darn irritating ay!. Tsk!.

And, I'm feeling very fat now. Like obese feeling. ):

I know people will go:" Jovelle you so skinny still say fat! Slap you." But, my tummy is really round and flabby and fat mah!

Can't blame ay. :/ I can feel my tummy. So round lah!. D:

Tell you guys what I ate today. You guys sure chua tio.

Ready? Go!.

I ate one double cheese burger for lunch, tomyum ban mian for dinner and strawberry sundae.

Awman. Fats fats fats and more fats!. *crying in despair*

Need to go dance and dance and dance!.

Ideas please come. Come.!

FAKE

2009-07-19T06:43:00.000-07:00

Done with my YWD Formation day dance.

It was a dope performance ay! Because we pumped the stage up. Spread the love, yaw.

And, I survived my 3 and the 1/2 eights of freestyle alone. -.-

They bullied me lur!. It's because I can't attend the dance practice because of Sydc training, they made me freestyle.

But, yep. HAHA! Jovelle survived. (:

Kay, and my eye seriously hurt alot and it's so swollen like some shitxz. :/

It's super ugly please. Rawr!

Oh, and I realised that my birthday falls during the holidays! Whee. :D

Means, I can have my chalet. Screams.

*Hope people will come!*

Okay, Idk what to do during my birthday. Very lazy to think. Actually I very lazy to book chalet also :/

Like have to cater food and takecare of the chalet and stuffs. Awman, hate that. HAH. Because I'm very lazy lah.

I tell you, I'm seriously addicted to dancing kay. Like 101% addict. And, it's not a very good thing. Argh.

I'm neglecting my studies and friends and family. And I lose my boyf too. :/

I need to plan and arrange my time properly ay. If not, I'll lose everything that I'm left now.

I felt so unloved now. ): Like, no one will care and protect me?. Just feel so unprotected. D:

And I feel so fat. VERY VERY FAT. Rawr.

I want to slim down to 48kg. ):

I need someone who cares for me,

not controls me.

Feel from within

2009-07-18T09:49:00.000-07:00

NMHRGK.

Kay, I hope I don't fall ill again. Please please! ):

Because if I'm ill, I can't dance, can't have fun with my friends, can't do my work and everything lur.

Tomorrow is my YWD formation day. & I've got to freestyle alone!. Gosh. I'm seriously freaking out. D:

I think I'll just go blank and BOOOM. Stand there like some shitxz. ):

I am damn weird. HAH! I can actually forget my own choreography. ROFL. :D

HAHA. You guess must be laughing. :/

Kay, I'm turning in. Body aching and very tired. ):

Nights!.

P.S: Nigel! Get well soon. & I'll buy you M&Ns. :D

Finally

2009-07-16T21:13:00.000-07:00

Jovelle needs:

a haircut.

advices from Nigel for haircut.

plenty of rest and sleep.

to charge her handphone.

to dance.

music in her blood.

to groove to survive.

to talk to Zhenxin!.

to see her wormy quarmy.

some retail therapy.

new dance shoes! ):

a cute and chic polariod.

some long warm hug, very badly.

a shoulder to lean on when she's down and sad.

to get away from the hustle and bustle of the city.

a DSLR for her course.(Or at least a digital cammy?)

alot of moolah!.

hope she'll get a memorable 18th birthday.

Okay, after all the ranting and stuffs. I'm feeling abit better.

Slept at 3.23am last night. And my eyes/brain is not functioning well.

I can't seem to get things done properly and I accidentally cut my finger again. -.-

How dumb can I be?. And, it's a mounting board that cut my poor little ring finger. Rawr!

Chat with Thomas early morning and I'm still super tired. Zhenxin is at Plaza Sing lah!. Wtf.

I need to sleep if not I can just faint halfway through Sydc training. Tsk! D:

After reading sister worm's blog. I agree with what she say. Both of us envy people whom get to have a memorable birthday. :/ They've got sweet/romantic friends who bother to plan a memorable birthday for them. Then I've got to plan every birthday myself. And invite people to come. Damn pathetic ):

But still, no one seems to care, to bother.

All my sisters I claim last time, just take it for granted kind.?

I bother to plan their birthdays, and all the outings. And they seems that they take things for granted. Even jasper.

I'm so disappointed in them. They'll just probably think:"It's just birthday what?! Also not like we never help you celebrate. Still kaobei."

But, hello? You girls always receive surprises from me and stuffs. Of course you all won't feel what am I feeling now luh. I'm not trying to pick a fight here luh. Just want to rant.

I guess I'll just slack around with friends on my birthday and dinner with my family. 18th birthday, just spent in a very slack way. Which no one will bother and care. Ohwell, forget it. (:

I'm just ranting. HAH.

And just look at all the shoes. Awman.):

Exhausted

2009-07-16T10:08:00.000-07:00

Life's a bitch, a total bitch.

I'm super shag now.): Darn tired.

No school today. Because of Drawing&Illustration lecture, I've to go to school.(& I'm like facebooking inside)

Met Ms WenLei for some Design Fundamentals Project ideas. Got some idea in my mind already. Hope it works.

Rush my Drawing&Illustration Project on Headlines Illustration. Rawr! ):

I chose 'Fake cig make you sick' and hoping that my Illustration will bring across the message. :/

Though I don't actually feel like drawing, but yep. Still must draw! D:

Foreign Bodies training was fun and not very tiring as compared to last time's.

The stretching part was killing me I swear.):

I seriously need to stretch more!. REALLY ALOT MORE. I'm not even flexible lah. Tsk! So stiff.(Like a zombie)

I love the choreo today. (: I guess it's just the style that I like but. Or rather, the genre that I preferred. It's not to guy's hiphop kind. Soft yet powerful. :D

Kay, Idk what i'm typing but yea. HAH.

My eyes are closing like really sooooooooon. Rofl. ):

Help. & I've got no one to talk to. Because Zhenxin is happily sleeping. :/

Kay, blog tmrw. Got to chao now. Bye!.

Cravings

2009-07-12T23:22:00.000-07:00

Normally, there will be someone to celebrate my birthday with me apart from my family. But, there isn't anymore. And, I'm still adjusting to it. :/

I hope I can/will survive this period. Pray hard.

No more someone to catch movies with me. ):

Transformer: Revenge of the fallen.
Ice Age: The Dawn of the Dinosaur.
Drag me to hell.

Sigh. :/ Some of them my friends have already watched it. Left me. D:

Aw, I want to go to the movies with duckie again, after movie, aston's and more.

Though it's very boring. But I guess I did enjoy the days we had before.

I'm still thinking.

& Today is my mom's birthday and I love her alot. Truckloads.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY!

I bought her a necklace from Diva.(:

And, I'm so craving for all these stuffs nao.! But, I'm broke. So broke. ):

Sexy Diamond Tops, Jeans, Bag, Cap, Landyard, EVERYTHING. (Sexy Diamond is so irresistible! )
Polariod/Holga. (D: Since 1 year ago!. Urgh.)
Stage Cap/Top. (OMG! Stage red cap is so darn hot hot hot!.)
True Love. ):
Sony Ericsson w995i.
Nike sweatpants/water bottle.
Colourful bagpack.

Alot uh. Rawr.

Surprises always make a happy Jovelle.

2009-07-12T08:46:00.000-07:00

I still prefer to keep things in my heart rather than telling others.
Sometimes, is not the advice i heed, is just the concern i need.

Keeping to yourself can be a good thing, too.

Agony

2009-07-12T07:59:00.000-07:00

I've made a decision.

And I'm so pondering over it.

Tears are like tap water, keep on flowing down my cheeks.

I don't know if I've made the right choice.

All I know is I need to breathe, rest and freedom.

My heart will sank at the thought of it. I can feel a hole in it.

Seriously, I think something is wrong with me. :/

Very wrong. I don't know whats happening. I'm just feeling very vex.

Everytime cry, stress, sad, emo.

I want to be happy. To smile cheerfully. To enjoy.

I miss the times we shared years before.

But, I just need some space nao.

Stressed

2009-07-12T03:27:00.000-07:00

One good news to all. I'm recovered! (:

Though it's not fully, but yep. Still recovered. :D

(Cheers! Means I can dance again!)

But, now I'm damn stressed up. Homeworks keep piling up like some shitxz.

Missed class on thursday and friday. :/ Therefore missed out alot too!. Urgh.

I can sense my second breakdown coming. And it's so going to be a real bad one.

I'm so in need of cash now. ): I think I've got to start working like again. I need 160bux for my adobe set. I seriously very vex and worried for this adobe thing luh. I've already took 120bux from my daddy but I returned it to HIM. Damn now, idk how to tell my daddy. Whenever I think of this, I'll feel like tearing. My head is starting to hurt now. Damnit luh.

As no kindsoul would want to share it with me. Though I'm willing to pay half the price. :/

Urgh, forget it luh. Poly life is so cruel/cold/selfish and everything luh. Though not to a large extent but, still a certain extent.

I really regret coming into this course. ):

So expensive and all. Workload and stuffs. Idk how can I manage thru' this 3 years. D:

I need advice, need help need urgh.! IDK lah. D:

FUCK LIFE.

Sometimes I think being a child is a very fortunate thing. You don't have to worry about anything. Just happily be yourself, let your emotion run wild. Let people to take care of you and worry for you and stuffs. But as you grow older, you'll have to be able to take care of yourself. Earn money for a living and stuffs and stuffs. Sigh. ):

Idk lah!. D: Everyday to me is like nothing. I see people dying everyday. And I keep on reminding myself to do something meaningful each day. But, after everyday, I realised I did nothing meaningful. I'm so disappointed in myself.

Advice anyone?. :/

Sick

2009-07-10T21:25:00.000-07:00

I seriously hate being sick. Damn! ):

Was fine during wednesday session and still don't feel sick after meeting. But, woke up in the morning realized that I'm actually running a temperature. Sigh. Think i ate too much already. :/ I seriously ate alot on wednesday. Goodness!

So skipped school on thursday. When to consult a doctor.(In case H1n1) & don't think I've caught the virus. As the doctor did not mention anything about that. Didn't really eat anything that day. Except for some mouthful of bread. Because I need to eat medicine. Then sleep. Friday, I practically sleep through the whole day!. Woke up at 3pm, bath, take medicine, sleep. around 10pm i wake up, drink some soup eat medicine, sleep again. But still having headache ay! Gosh. ): Think i'll lose weight! AHA. Happy. But I've missed FB & Sydc's training. :/

Shermxz sis said i dance too much. That's why will sick. :/ Maybe i guess?. And, people around me are falling sick too. So ya, it might be the reason. (:

Or maybe because I stand in the rain for us few minutes and dang! Fever! :D (I cannot get caught in the rain, even if it's just few seconds, if not fever will come knocking on my door). Weak sial me. Tsk!

Audrey! Get well sooon :D
Food poisoning don't drink milk ay!
Lets get well tgt and go for next sydc training tgt!

I'm feeling all so weak now. Can't even type properly. ):

Die lah!. How to dance manxz. :/

I'm so worried for next week's performance. Shitxz.

Happy Hippy

2009-07-08T07:29:00.000-07:00

Jovelle is a very happy girl today! (:

Ended school @ 12pm sharp and lecture is very boring. But, we kept on laughing at blur students who walked into the lecture hall without realising that other people still having lesson inside. HAH.

(If it's me, I think I'll bury my head into the ground)

Had session with FB clique just now. Damn fun i can say! :D

Met new FB friends today, JiaHao&Madeleine. Hoho.

Learnt 'Big Girl Now' choreo from (shit i forgot his name) kay, I'm super happy kay!. Zomg.

Can like dance and train already.

Afterthat, went tampines with JinWen as he was in NYP too. He is very healthy okay!. One healthy giraffe in the house yo.

He taught me how to take shortcut form Yio Chu Kang to Tampines.(And, I felt so stupid that I took 72 all the way to tampines yesterday) RAWR! :/

Was super tired, so was stoning on the bus. Hur! & saw Zhengzong on the bus 293. Didn't really say 'Hi' to him as i was perpetually shock ay.

Ate Bah Chor Mee, rather nice sial. Haha.(:

Sensei guidance was very good but tiring too. Hohoho!. Rofl.

Sydc people are very nice & funny people. Hah. Anyway, love SYDCrew to the max.

Hope tmr will be a good day, hope FB training will be a fruitful one.

Get Down

2009-07-07T17:08:00.001-07:00

I'm still giving that dope expression now. :B

Though it's not as dope as compared to KO Night, but the seniors and the grand seniors are serious very dope!

Especially battles of category two (Grand Seniors) they're freestyling moves are super duper dope i must say. (:

Must learn alot from them. :/

Ay, did not do any work yesterday. Due to plain laziness and ya still laziness.

I seriously need to buck up. Guess I'll just groove a little and draw later during session. Can't afford to waste anymore time already ay!. Friday needa pass up my headlines proj.

Kay, let me state down what homework am I left with.

Headline Illustration Project due on friday.
Self Portrait due tomorrow.
Temple Architecture drawing due tomorrow.

And, Fyi, I've not even started drawing any shit. RAWR.

I need a dance shoe like seriously!. ):

I've been searching for months already lah dey.

But still no avail. :/

Rawr! I'm stucked at lecture theatre till 2pm today!. ):

Friggin' two pm please. Damn it. D:

Oh!. I've got a good news here. Tmrw there's no DMS tutorial. But there's still Drawing illustration lecture. Tsk!

They push forward the tutorial to today. Damn. Hate it.

Hope I can wake up from my 'dream' and start doing work. Urgh.

Laziness, please leave me for good please. :/

Desire

2009-07-07T17:08:00.000-07:00

I seriously hope i can get into SYM'10. Rawr. Like seriously. ):

In the first place, I don't really care if I will get in. But after the auditions, I realise that I wanted it so much. I regretted not telling them that I've singing exprerience in front of a huge crowd. Awman. I hope I can command z my life.(Undo). NMHRGK, I hope i really will have a second chance to audition again if I'm not shortlisted. D:

2nd day of school is tiring, very tiring.(Though we did nothing much) I'm seriously lag of sleep and how i wish it was holidays again. At least I have some more rest, but seriously I think holiday now suck like some shit. Because our stress now is spread out. And it's not a very good thing i realized. ): I rather my stress to be at one go, and when you are suppose not to have stress, you can really relax. Argh, I really agree with Valissa. Now i know why poly/jc students crave to go back to secondary school. Urgh D:

I think I'll sleep during session later on. Hur. Oh, and yesterday's session with fellow Sydc was damn shiok. (:

Learn/ clean up alot of my steps too. Thanks Melvin!. & Jeremy is super funny please. He have SSTM. He can literally forget your name after 5 minutes. HAHA. So we kept on asking him whats our name. And, I hope he remembers now. :D

Took pictures with partner, audrey, jeremy and mac. Will upload it on facebook asap & will tag you guys soon.

Btw, I hope everything will be solve.

2009-07-06T09:44:00.000-07:00

I don't know what happen between you and me.

Actually I realise that both parties are at fault.

But you kept on denying that I'm the ONLY one at fault.

I don't know how to bring across to you.

You kept on asking me for an answer on what had happened to me.

But you didn't even give me chance to explain?.

Didn't even cool/calm down for me to explain?.

You're so hot headed now.

How would you expect me to explain to you know?.

I'm afraid of meeting you now.

You are so very beast now. Act like a beast also.

You will reap me into pieces.

You kept on asking me to think. Then you?.

Shouldn't you think too?.

I mean you should change your manner when you're speaking to me.

It doesn't mean that if you're angry, you'll have to scold vulgarities.

If you can't take it that I'm close with guys. I'm sorry.

Because I have my choice of choosing friends, close friends.

As a dancer, we're a family so we tend to be close with each others.

We're just like sisters and brothers. So you'll just have to accepted it or leave it.

I don't really wish to end this. But, if you keep on pushing me and forcing me.

I think I've just got to come to a decision.

Just cool down and give each other some time. I need to sort out my thinking.

If you don't understand what i am typing, you can ask jaclyn for help.

I'm not trying to be sarcastic or what.

Is just you have got to understand what am i typing in order to understand what am i thinking, okay?.

I just need time. More time. Please give me the time.

Thanks.

And, I'm sorry to make you suffer.

Amanda dear's celebration

2009-07-04T07:42:00.000-07:00

Hiak! I'm back now yo! (:

Had fun with them as usual. I'm always cheered up & happy when I'm with FB junior clique.

Met Zhenxin @ 2.20pm supposedly to get my A2 mounting board and stuffs. But yep, I'm to lazy to carry, & doesn't want any guys to help, so didn't buy.(Buying tmrw)

Went The Wallet Shop to get ZhenXin a wallet. He seriously should change lo. 8years since he had change. Like damn long lah!.(Damn zai please) HAHA. & we both decided on the same design and ya, he bought it. Suits him lah. Haha (:

Hope that he is happy with his wallet nao.

Met Thomas, Ben, Justin, HuanXuan, Andy, Charmaine, Siying, Jamie @ J.Co Donut and we slack there to wait for the rest to arrive. Chat, and chat. Finally, HuiXuan, Tiffany, Carmen, Angelina, Wai Hoe arrived. Last but not the least (Definitely not) Our princess for the day, Miss Amanda Toh. (:

Walked over to Bras Besah to make their XX haha.(Not very safe to type it here, they know what i meant) And, while the rest are they making, we (Justin,Ben,Thomas,Waihoe,Jamie,Carmen,Siying,Me) Slack @ Macdonalds. As I'm so hungry after skipping, ytd's dinner, breakfast and lunch. HAH. So, just ate cheeseburger.

Chatted with them & yep. Haha, What stays @ mac, will stay there. :D

Kay, then when up to bras besah to find them. Cause we're too sianxz already ay.

Steamboat after that. Damn shiok the food. Haha. Dope. (:

Chong En's Omelette Grill Pork was super Dope i tell you. Dope till cannot. Chong En is the chef for the night. :D

HAHA. I'm damn full and hot after steamboat. (Though i didn't eat alot :/)

Go clean up in toilet with Sherlyn! And, the guys. HAH.

I brought in ZhenXin's top&tie as he left it inside my bag. D:

Then we're waiting outside the toilet for the two guys to come out. Sherlyn damn cute! She went:"OMG! I see smth that i shouldn't see." I turned and:"Chey, i thought what?!. Nothing to see also.(Looking at Zhenxin's naked upper body)"

Zhenxin stared at me. Rofl. Damn funnnny!.

Kay, before that the guys were playing @ the bugis fountain. HAH. And, Chong En knar the water. I was like laughing.

Because En was running across as if like nothing will happen, when the water suddenly came out, he shock! HAHA

Gave Amanda her birthday surprise and sang birthday song to her. Aww, she did not teared. ):

HAHA.

& I need to thanks HanJun for concerning me for the whole night if i'm okay. :D

Thanks! Really appreciated.

Amanda dear, i really hope you enjoyed your day today. Didn't really talked to you!. & I love your kiss! :D
Aww, love you ttm my dear. <3

Session

2009-07-03T09:28:00.000-07:00

Had Sydc practice as usual. Glad they had practice. If not I'll rot to death. D:

Anyway, Had continuously practice from 8-9.30. Damn shiok i tell you. HAHA.

Edited//

Kay, Rofl. And, they celebrated YingXin's & Nicholas's birthday. Darn funny (:

But yep, I'm too tired to be high already.

Hohoho!. And, these few days I'm having my night time emo-ness. Don't ask me why. Because idk.

Kay, Am going out with FB clique today. Sexcited now manxz.

Lost

2009-07-02T21:51:00.000-07:00

Die luh, I've got no motivation to do any of my work. ):

Gosh. Now, there's only dance in my mind. My addiction of dancing is getting worse day by day.

It's a bad and a good thing at the same time ay. Idk. :/

I need to balance up my dance and schoolwork. I need to improve on my GPA.

I need to get at least 2.5 and above. I need to draw and draw and improve more!

I want to go clubbing! (Chants continuously) Argh! I missed out all the fun on wednesday lur. Darn.

And, they cancelled the clubbing @ Rebel this saturday. I guess I'm not fated to club. Awman.!

Rofl.

And blogger suck to the max please. Urgh. Damn it. I can't seem to upload photos lah!. ):

Make my blog look so boring and wordy.

Squash

2009-07-01T08:40:00.001-07:00

I feel so squash up now. I don't know why.
I can't breathe. I need fresh air.

In a mess

2009-06-30T19:47:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I don't know why am i feeling this way. But I just feel very empty, very emotional at times.

And, I'm feeling in a mess now. Sigh ):

I don't know, i seriously don't know whats happening to me. :/

But yep, I just want to share with you guys how am i feeling now. (:

Thanks Shermxz Sis, Amanda dear, Chin Kwang and BoonTeak for cheering me up yesterday. Really appreciate it alot!.

And, I'm meeting FB junior clique today. I'm darn happy/sexcited now! :D

Hope i get to watch movie ay. I want to watch Transformer ah! ): Who want to watch with me?. Uhm. :/

Kay, I need to go prepare already. Bye people!

(Will post again when I'm back)

Foreign Bodies

2009-06-30T06:34:00.000-07:00

Hi earthlings, I'm back to blogging again.(:

Miss me ay?. Cheh. :D

Kay, shall not waste time. Uhm, shall start by blogging about Foreign Bodies.

(It's so gnar be a wordy post!)

First up, is the dopest/fun-nest camp ever.

FOREIGN BODIES CAMP.

Met Zhenxin, Bernice, Jamie, Renee and Gattison @ YCK mrt. & As usual, I'm late. :D

Hohoho! But yea, like for only awhile?. :X

Had Mac'donalds for breakfast. And, here we go for camp. It was fun luh, except for the part that one people late, pumping. Hur! But FBodz is one for all, all for one. Heh.! (:

First day was everything about game. Time to mingle with everyone. And, yep! Dope Popiah was damn dope please!. I seriously love them TTM. (HighFives people!)

Kay, Andee's expression and styling class was dope dope dope!. Hee. & I love the choreography.

House lesson was very fun too ay! Not mentioning the part that I have stitch halfway during dance.

Argh! (Spoilsport ay ):! ) Oh, saw Marcus & Freddie. Hah.

In the afternoon, Zhenxin injured me lah!. Damn him please. He threw that paper ball so hard that i feel the pain. He hit my hipbone. Imagine you actually feel pain when a paperball hit you. Imagine how much strength he used. Awman. Pain sial!. After that, a girl(I forgot her name) her knee hit my rib cage. I swear i almost can't breathe. Gosh!. But it's okay already ay.

And, ya. After that after lights out, which is around 12am we juniors decided to hang around. As we're all not tired after bathing. Hoh. Went shopping arcade to slack as the weather very hot/stuffy. And, we played truth/dare.

Bernice set the rules as: One round truth, one round dare. So that it'll be fair.(:

Kay, I'm the 4 one to kena that stupid thing. & I'm very unlucky ay! ): I've gotten a dare. Argh.

And, my forfeit was to grind a guy.(Bernice lah!. Sabotage) And Hanjun was like:" You lap dance to me lah." I jitao give him the 'WTH' face. HAH. But in the end, they lighten the forfeit to rub moisturizer on one of the guy's leg. Super gross please!. Zomg.D:

After that i shall not go on further as we want to keep the memories to ourselves. Hee.

Day two, was super tiring i swear kay!. Darn tiring.): Woke up around 6.30am & after that, 1.6km run sial! But I didn't run as i'm having cough. Yep, i jog for the 3 rounds with Xuan darling. :D

After that were all the water games. Darn fun i swear. And Dope Popiah won all the games.! We're dope in playing games i guess?. (:

After that it was dancing time!(My favourite!) We get to learn all the different genres.

Locking, Popping, Reggae, Waacking, HipHop, Break-Dancing. Aw, really learn alot. Hoho! :D

And, i hope i will not forget luh.

And, we played limbo dance. Super fun, i can't believe i can go as low as i thought, but yea. Hee!

And, we're free-styling after that we're like clubbing inside luh!. Damn fun please.

And when i'm cheering for people who are out there free-styling, Dawn ran up to me and pull me out!. I was like:"NO!(Screaming) And then *standing in front of everyone, blushing* Aww! So i've to like do some waacking and was damn embarrassing please. My waacking is CMI uh. D:

Afterthat, was movie time! Dead silence. Fuxking scary luh please. I was like screaming like some shitxz.(Though I watch already.)

But yea, anyway, have to thanks Zhenxin for lending me his shoulder.

And, Nightwalk was super scary i swear. Darn scary. Especially the part where only 2 girls have to go into toilet and watch 2 video.(Horror movie) Tsk. And i scream like crazy please. ChongEn and Hanjun will understand.

Kay, Day three was just choreograph the song Elevator with 4-eights.

And we Dope that choreography please.

I love the choreograph yo (: Because we're the choreographer. HAHA.

Though we didn't win, but yep. I enjoyed it very much and i love your guys.

THE BIG GROOVE 2009

Was damn dope. Trust me, you won't want to miss it. & We FB juniors intending to join Oschool recital. (:

Hope we can get in together. Hurhur. :D

And, we're all going for Girl's Hiphop open class together ay. Even the guys. I realise FB guys very steady lur.

Kay, Shall upload pictures sooon.

Love you guys people.

Love Glue Gunning

2009-06-18T05:26:00.000-07:00

Yo people. :D

Nothing to blog about. Tsk.! Going out with love tmrw. Hoho.

Life is so unfair

2009-06-10T10:41:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, i think life is unfair to some of us. Some people get everything they want from the day they are born. But, some are simply too unfortunate. Guess this is fate, destiny.

I consider myself to be the fortunate one, as i've got a gohonzon and a very caring family. Last but not least, a bunch of supportive and fun-loving friends. (:

I'm grateful to have all of these. And i'll treasure it. I've got these great fortunate to get into Foreign Bodies and Sydc. And, i'll work hard and dance hard too. HAH. To balance them up.

Kay, i'm like so dead for later's presentation. Gosh. :/ My cube is like shit compared to the others. Especially YY's(YunYu). Her cube is super gigantic please and it's pretty too. Blah. I feel so damn demoralize lah. ):

Anyone comfort me?. Tsk. I feel so fxuked up. My mind in a mess now. I need to sort out my thoughts. I want to go to the beach to relax. But, I've got no time. Sigh. So i can only dance to make me feel better. But i really hope someone can surprise me by bringing me to the beach. Hmm. :/ But i guess it's kinda impossible lur. Everyone is so busy with their own work and proj. But yea. Just want to rant on my blog. (:

Screw my life.

2009-06-10T08:30:00.000-07:00

Why am i always so blur and careless?. All the hardwork and effort i put in went down the fxuking drain because of my stupid dumb mistake. Shit myself. ):

Damnit luh. I seriously feel like giving up everything. Sometimes i think to myself, i work so hard, yet get nothing in return. Studies is one, my love dancing is another. I suck at my basics and tsk i don't know luh. D:

Probably i'm thinking too much or something. But yea. I just feel so useless and failure compared to my friends/classmates. Sigh, the constant F grader = Jovelle. ):

Sad case aye?. I don't know man. :/

Why am i born this way?

2009-06-08T05:18:00.000-07:00

Sigh, knowing i've left 1 1/2 days to finish my cube proj and temple drawing. 1 night to finish my rendering, i'm still happily blogging and ranting my blog. Argh! Why am i so so so LAZY?.):

I've got no motivation please. Anyone helped me?. Sigh.

I don't think i'm a designer kinda girl. Gosh, idk what can i do in the future.? Die luh.! (Chants continuously)

In my previous post, i mentioned that my partner is from T aye?. And, i've found another self-proclaim friend from hongkong, wilson!. Haha.(: He'll laugh when he read this.

I need to chiong my work already. Wish me luck people.! Hope i can finish them all by wednesday. And, i can enjoy my Fbodz and Sydc training in peace.

Spread the love, yo.

I hate this feeling.

2009-06-07T22:39:00.000-07:00

Argh, i'm feeling so unwell nao uhs. ): I seriously hate this feeling please! Can't do alot of things when you're feeling unwell. Example: can't dance. And this is bad enough luh. Tsk!

But, i'll still attend Foreign Bodies training and Sydc training. I don't care uh. (: Chant that i'll feel better tmrw!

And, i'm so not concentrating on what the tutor is talking about. I hope i can cope and not fail. Zz. :/ Sigh, work hard are jovelle. GPA 2.5 and above uh! (Remind constantly) I want to improve on my dance basics, and slowly improve on my freestyle.(: So that i can join konight next year with partner. :D A whole new experience and a whole new level of learning.

Kay luh, need to pay attention nao! :D Hohoho.

Rufu Run.

2009-06-07T06:10:00.000-07:00

Jovelle is all tired and stressed up, again. :/

it's as usual luh actually nothing to pity about. Sigh. Woke up 6.30am today for rufu run.(: I'm glad that i attended that event. Because it's quite meaningful and I've learnt something new again. And, I'm pretty happy about it!. Kay, actually my role in nypsd for the rufu run just now is a spirit boaster/cheer-leader. :D And, it's so me/jovelle. I love to shout/scream, I always self-high(zi high) and i love the crowd. (Stop self-praising yourself la dey!) And, nypsd got 2nd/3rd in the relay run if i'm not wrong. The weather is super duper hot please. I'm melting just now, argh! & I think i have low blood pressure aye, idk? I'm not cursing myself though, but ya i seriously think i have eh. Because whenever i sit down and stand up, i'll feel super giddy. Aye! I hope it's normal lah.(Chants chants chants)

jinwen,mac and karen are 3 funny/high people sial. Zomg darn funny when you guys working with them. You'll not stop laughing. Trust me. And, i've created karma(s) for myself just now. I'm a Sanshoshima to the other institution just now. Argh, must go chant 1 hour later. ):

I've found a new partner for myself. He is super duper funny/cute.(See, I praised you again. Tsk!) He is not from singapore aye. First time having a partner not from singapore.! Hah! :D He is from T. And i just don't feel like disclosing which country he is from. Keep you guys in suspense. Hohoho! (I bet he'll be laughing when he read this. Especially after this.)

Zomg, i've not started on any assignments yet! Why, oh why am i sososososo lazy?. Uhm, I must kick this bad bad bad habit of mine. As well as late queen title. Tsk. :/ Haiyo jovelle uh, you damn jialat aye. All bad titles given to you. Why aren't you labelled as the best dancer/dope dancer?. Best student/top student?. Tsk! Lol. I'm retarded-ly talking to myself. Oh my gosh, i seriously must be crazy, heat stroke already. Hah.

K, i got to go nao. Bye earthlings. (:

Sydc first training.

2009-06-05T09:29:00.000-07:00

Aye people. Back from Sydc training (: Not very tired compared to yesterday Foreign Bodies's training.HAH. Guess yesterday had a longer day compared to today bah. Uhm, Went shopping with sister Shermaine today. Bought a 'dance' top from f21 with her together. HAH. (:

Happpy with that top!. Whooo. & we learnt a choreo for milkrun ( i guess ). Damn nice. I like that choreo very much. And i'll do whatever it takes to improve on my basics and steps. :D Which means i've got to put in more effort than other people. But it's okay! As long as i can see improvement in my steps, no matter how long it takes i don't mind. Hoho! :D

Can't wait for the next training luh!. Especially when i can dance with all my friends, that feeling is very goood. HAH. (:

And, i'm kinda afraid of the 3 month probation thing. :/ But it's okay though, we can all strive together and train on our steps. HEEEEEE! Jiayou people! Lets go towards our common goal!.

Kay, i'm like have night time highness sial. Super high now. D:

Gosh, i'm like realllly crazy now. :/ Kay. Chill Chill!. Kay, gtg chiao!.

Dilemma

2009-06-04T08:55:00.000-07:00

Just finish dance practice. Super tired. But fun (:

I think my techniques suck to the max please. Keep on forgetting steps. D: Feeel damn chui now. Like a loser kind of feeling. But, i'll keep on practicing and make myself better.

Tmrw is the first Sydc training, I'm looking forward to it.(And hope my muscles won't ache tmrw!)

I know you're talking about me. And trying to get the message across to me. Okay, first i've to apologize to you for not replying your message on last sunday. As i'm having orientation. But i do have the intention to call you back when i'm free. I admit i'm kinda into dance now. Probably because i'm new to sydc and foreign bodies. Thats why i need time to juggle this two dance crew as well as my school work. I hope you can give me some time to adjust everything. And, no worries about that thing you tell me via sms. I'll improve and make sure that you don't feel neglected. And, there's one thing i want to tell/assure you. I normally don't show how i love/treasure that person. I'll quietly protect/love that person in my heart. (: This is how my system works. And, don't worry too much. As you're on par with dance in my heart :D

Is like no dance, no you, no family, no friends, no him, jovelle can't operate properly. I still have alot of things to share with you. And, hope you meet you up like real soooon please. Since you're having holiday. Actually i can meet you tmr. But i know you're already meeting another person. So ya, maybe next time. Or dinner? And, i hope you won't because of this small incident, you share all your thoughts/feelings with the other person but not me kay?. I like it when people tell me my mistake. So that i can improve. I hope you'll constantly do so, so that i know where should i improve on. And, i'll do that to you to. If i find that you've something you need to improve. (: Friendship is something that can be lost easily and easily be found. But real friendship is something that can't be found and can't be lost easily. And i hope our friendship is not any other ordinary friendship.

Damn tired after a loooooong day. Another long day tmr. D:

SYDC Orientation.

2009-06-01T04:25:00.000-07:00

Picture credits to: Spider Yingxin.

Aye people. Yesterday Sydc's orientation is super duper fun/dope. (: All of us had alot of fun. We joke, play, compete, shout. Everything luh. And, Ehloysius is super amused by my 'indian' accent please and he'll laugh till faint when i said:" Where is my walter bolter sial.?" Hah. But, actually it's quite funny luh. Yanying is super dope at speaking in indian slang aye?. I'm doped by eugene and ehloysius. HOHO. Lame lah us.

And, we all can't wait for friday lah! Zzz. I wnar faster train tgt with sydc people.! :D

Kay, shall upload pictures when Bao ge upload.

KO.

2009-05-30T09:34:00.000-07:00

Hiak! I'm back from KO night. (:
Today's performance was the dopest among all. Ronald, Sunset alleycats, Tiny Pink Monsters, FongKay Style, Lock out Loud, groovy aggression, ryu and lesner all damn dope please. Compared to them, i'm like a pea. ): So tiny,insignificant and chui. Kay, shall learn from them. HAHA. And, jovelle aspire to be a dope dancer next time. (At least to myself). 13 of june is KO night semi-finals. And, you know what?. Tiny pink monsters are going against Fonkay style!. We're like omg when Popper ben announced it luh. Fyi, Tiny pink monster's diane is together with Fonkay style's Fong. (: So, it's girlf VS boyf. Cool aye?. If it's me, i'll be super paisei when battling. -.- But, it'll never happen to me aye. HAHA. Because love is a bboy! (: And jovelle is a hiphop dancer. Different genre. HOHO. Unless love decides to come over to hiphop. (In a million-zillion years probably). But, i don't think i even have that guts to join KO night aye?. Maybe after i've mastered all the techniques and get all my basics right first.(When i'm like still struggling with my stupid head isolation,left to right). Zzzz, feel so noooob now. ):
But, jovelle is never going to give up that easily. & AH, more and more people know about my super paisei thing.): Shit lah. Shouldn't have done that lah. Damn. (Face red).
Kay, and tmwr's SYDC orientation @ sentosa. Hope i have fun with them. :D
But, i can't play wet games. Damnit. Always like that, shit you man (sensored). Hope FB camp won't have (sensored) around. Chants and chants.
And, for my yuenmei darling, i hope you're okay dear. Cheer up! (: You'll be alright and fine. Anything, just dial my number. I'll be there sweet! :D YY loves you aye?.

love(s) love and dance.

School of groove.

2009-05-29T01:46:00.000-07:00

Kay, went for training yesterday. It was fun but tiring though. I've got to learn my basics properly.
Like, doing isolation(s), bounce, head thing.(Sorry, idk whats that called) Uhm, and ya some groove related choreography. (:
It's was nice but, it's not really the kind of genre i like though. But i still love it lah. Kay, and i've learned quite alot from the fbodz seniors. Be it learning attitude, dressing, dance posture, dance moves. Practically everything luh. They've got alot of things for me to learn. And i shall slowly picked up all those dance skills & be a good senior next time. Hoho.
Can't wait to be a senior aye. Hah. And, i think foreign bodie's handshake is super cute. Especially the girls' handshake. (Squeek! Screeeeeeam.) Kay, i'm super duper uber lame. -.-
Can't stand myself sometimes. Hah. Oh, and i've got to know a few more other juniors yesterday. And, they're one friendly bunch of girls. Namely: Jamie, Renee and Shit, i forgot her name. D:
Oh well, Jamie is taller than i am!. And i'm super happy that i've found a dancing friend whom is as tall as me! :D
HAHA. Super elated when i saw her. I love my dance clique. Made up of: Bernice, Jamie, Renee, Xuan, Farisa & ME!
Not really clique as in clique. But, we'll be learning and dancing together for the next 2 years. So yea. Glad to found such great khakis. (:
And i did something embarrass yesterday. And, it'll only be kept within the Foreign Bodies people.(I don't want other people to know too. SO PAISEI. -.-)

Anyway, slept at 4am yesterday. (Uhm, to be exact it should be 3.59am) Because of my stupid design fundamentals and colour theory assignment luh. Damn chor i tell you. Keep on cut&paste like some bunch of crazy people. And, managed to pass it up by 12pm SHARP. Ms teng is super on time please.(Kiasu to be exact, as singaporeans are normally late) Kay, then afterthat me, val,wil,weili walk back to class. Me and val was skipping -.- because of our post-assignment-cum-not enough sleep-syndrome. Hah. Name lonnnnnnnng enough not?. (:
And, we wanted to scare anesa by telling her that her work is not passed up. Almost did it, but i laughed. ):
So sorry. Can't control. Hee. And, ate macdonalds for lunch again. Zzz. I'm hating mac now. Argh.
Chatted with my darling sister on the phone just now, about everything. :D
So happy now. Haha.(See, i wrote you in my blog aye.) Shermaine Kim YR. Hohoho.
And, gnar meet my secondary school-cum-same poly-classmates. I give alot of long names.

And, my urge to online shopping is now haunting me again!. Shit how?. ):
I need to buy something lah. Tsk! But i need to control. AHHH. Control. But, i don't care lah, buy one only won't harm aye?. (:

Love is such a sweet today.(Only i know what am i typing.Hah).

Tired

2009-05-24T22:10:00.000-07:00

I'm super headache and lack of sleep from all those crying. Wasted alot of tears and tissues too. Still deciding if i should go back school to do my proj. ):

Maybe i should lur. If not i'll fail my sem 1. (But i hope i won't)

Bye Love.

2009-05-24T07:26:00.001-07:00

Problems not solve between us, we're still having our cooling period.

Things might not turn out the way it is last time. (i predict) Situation is different from the previous fight,but ironically similar. I always thought he loved me more than i do. Actually i realised i love him as much as he does. Is just that i'm too blind to realise it last time. Shermaine once asked me:" Will you ever break with him?." My answer was:" Yes, maybe. He is too irritating. Overprotective. I can't breathe, and i need personal space." She asked another question:" Then, will you be sad?. You have been with him for 3 years you know?." And my answer was:" Probably no. 3 years so?. I can go find another better guy."

And as was on my way back home on bus 7 just now, memories kept flashing back my mind. And i kept questioning myself. "Do i really not love him anymore.? Can i be on my own without him?. Can i take care of myself after being taken care by him for 3 years?. As i stood there, listening to my mp3, tears rolled down. And, i found the answer. It's a no.

I realised my world revolved around him for the past 3 years. I was so reliant, so taken care by him. And, talking about a 3 year relationship, it's very hard to say goodbye to. Maybe it's my foolishness and my impulsiveness.

I'd made the wrong decision, the wrong move. I realised i had only put in effort in the 1st 2 years of this relationship. And for the past 1 year, it's him who maintain it. And it's because of the 'joelle' incident made me feel so tired/sick/shameful of this relationship as well as him. It's that incident that leaves a deep scar on my heart and a crack on our relationship. By then, the crack grew bigger and bigger and it is now broken in to pieces. And it seems nothing can amend it anymore.

I admit that i am not a good girlfriend at all. I was selfish, everything i do is of my own good. I never really think/care about him sometimes. And i i will always find excuses to cover up all my mistakes (but i didn't realise it). And he is the one who always admit that he is in the wrong when sometimes it's actually me. Though he can be very childish, overprotective. But i know that he loves me very much now. I didn't really care and take it for granted. And in the end, things ended up this way. I don't blame anyone else, except myself.

And looking back, most of the things i have now is 90% paid by him. He worked so hard just to be able to satisfy my needs (things which i want) but, yet i don't seems to be thankful in any way. I feel super bad and i treated him badly. But whenever i asked him:"Dear, do you think i treat you badly/am i a bad girlfriend?" His answer is always:"No, you're not(Inserts a smile on his face)." Followed by a peck on my forehead.

Though he can be very super irritating and annoying, but he is very caring and very patient towards me. Always wait for me outside my house. (At least 30 minutes, as i'm always late) I have a super duper hot temper (it's really very hot and bad, don't believe can ask shermaine and yingxin). And i think he is the only one whom can stand it. Whenever i'm in a bad mood, if he say anything wrong or do something which i don't like i would yell/speak in an irritated tone. Maybe i should let him go find a real nice girl whom will be able to appreciate him and love him. And i should just punish myself and not have a love one by my side for the rest of my life.

To you:
Sorry, i've let you down. And cause so much pain to you. Maybe you can just stop thinking and just move on. Need not care about me. I will try to pick myself up and move on. You concentrate on your studies and be a better man who can provide your future wife a better life next time. You'll mature gradually. And, I'm not the one who changed you. You're the one who changed yourself. You continue with my for 3 years is because you think that i changed your life and you want to repay me. That is why you continue to be with me even though i treated you so badly. I apologize once again. & i hope you will find someone whom you can love/trust. And someone who loves/trust you. And thanks for all your love and care for the past 3 years. And maybe you will want to know this, i loved you very much before. Kay, bye.

KO NIGHT.

2009-05-23T08:40:00.000-07:00

Finally back from KO night.(:

Was super tired lahxz, but it was worth it! Aye, ronald was super super dope lah!

He was the highlight of the popping item. Alex(FB) tooo. :D They can really pop man. Gosh.

& Tiny pink monsters was so cute! Best and cutest girls locker ever.(I guess)

Hah.

Ate Shih lin with my girls after that. Then bused home, when i realise.. MY PHONE IS WITH BERNICE. -.-

I was like SHIT. MY PHONE. Aye, then gnar get it back tmr. Hah. Zzz.

Damn, i'm super blur luh. Think i mix to much with ZHENXIN alr. (:

(Kidding lah. Dont angry ah.) :D

kay, i go first. Oh, credits to Zhen xin for the pose for my picture. Hah. :X

Xoxo, ForeignBodies.

Dilemma

2009-05-20T02:55:00.000-07:00

I don't know what feeling is this that I'm feeling now. But I'm pretty sure none of you guys will understand.

When I'm in secondary school, i tend to think polytechnic is a place full of cool, fashionable, hyper, fun, slack people. And, life in the polytechnic is very slack (where you can skip lectures and tutorials whenever/whatever you like). But, all of this became total bullshit when i step into polytechnic. Sigh, i don't know why am i regretting when I've already got foreign bodies as my spirit booster. But, I'm kinda regretting getting into this course i am in now. I seriously can't draw nor sketch. I am struggling with my design fundamentals and drawing and illustration.(And these two module is the core module of my course,damn.) So i seriously don't know what to do/what should i do now. Any advice anyone?. :/

Besides, I'm having some problems with my love. He found out something that he should not. And, we've just got to trash things out(in a harsh and loud way,as usual). I'm still thinking of whether should i continue or not. ): But, we're speaking about a 3 year relationship here. Therefore, I am stuck in a dilemma. Gosh, I realise i am seriously a problematic kid(as what junwei said) Sigh. I seriously think that i am one.

Now, I've got to juggle 2 important assignments. One for colour theory/design fundamentals, the other is digital media studies. Gosh, I'm like so dead now lah. ):

NMHRGK! I seriously need to sit down and chant for wisdom.(like now.)

Sexy Diamond

2009-05-17T08:40:00.000-07:00

SEXY DIAMOND

hell yea, I'm gnar blog about sexy diamond.

Whoohoo. Idk if I'm been influenced or not, but i know i definitely in love with Sexy Diamond now!. It's like they're stuffs are super hot & dope lah. :D:D:D

& i'm like so gaga over them. HAH.

Kay, i'm so gnar blog about it tmrw. My parents damn naggy lah. ZZZ!

Madwork.

2009-05-17T03:04:00.000-07:00

Sigh, i'm like buried with tons for homework luh!.):

I'm so gonna finish my colour theory work and design fundamentals work today!.

Must rush, rush, rush! Jiayou.

Kay, I'm like super high now, because of KO night/dance.

I don't know if I'll be happy in sydc. ):

I hope i will be luh, because as in alot of internal conflicts (that i shall not mention) going on. Plus shermaine and minhui is not in. Sigh. Idk lah. I'm like so stucked in between luh. Whenever there's something going on, even it's not related to me, it will somehow related to me in the end.

I'm seriously sick and tired of these things lah. I'm just so gonna isolate myself and just hack care about anything. Be myself is the best man.

The other concern is, I'm afraid of not catching up with the Fbodz junior(s) when we start dance training. But, no matter what, i'll strive and persevere to continue in Fbodz. (:

Few years back when i started dancing hip hop, i asked my mother:" Mummy, why SSA don't have a hip hop dance crew as a cultural item?." And her reply was, there will be one soon. Yep, soon enough, Urban Passion came up, evolve into Human Revolution and Soka youth dance crew. I'm super happy and thought to myself that I must get into Sydc. But, it seems so far and so hard in the beginning. As time pass, I almost give up hope. Until, Sydc announced that there will be a recruitment. And when junwei told me that i got into Sydc, I totally can't believe my ears. But thinking to myself that my hardwork paid off. I'm super into dance now. (:

& hope my friends around me will love dance purely as i do. I get into sydc because they see i have the potential. And not because of getting close with people and get in.

Same goes of my FBodz audition.

Okay, my post is super emotional lah. Zzz!

Kay, go rush my work first. Kthxbai.

Over the moon.

2009-05-16T08:32:00.000-07:00

Breathe Breathe Breathe!

I need to chill and breathe.

I got into Foreign Bodies!. :D

Super duper happy luh. Thought i can't get in luh. ):

But, after checking it myself and saw my name appeared I was super happy!.

Double happiness for me. (:

I must really chant and thank Gohonzon!

Went KO night with Shermaine, Minhui, Vanessa, Seowting, Yuenmei, Zhenxin & brother.

Was super fun & exciting luh. Had subway for lunch (super filling) and it was DOPE.

KO night was as dope too!. (:

All the contestants were very competitive!.

& the whole bunch of us were like sitting on ladder lah!. HAH.

Saw sydc people too. But didn't join them though. (:

Shermaine Kim:

Girl, we're getting closer and closer now luh. And i hope you won't give up dancing.

I always believe that if you persevere and not give up, you'll succeed. So sister, i hope you don't ever give up!. (:

Lee Min Hui:

I'll pray that you get into SDZ!. :D

Hah, Jiayou man.

Mah Yuen Mei:

Next week, don't forget eh!. (:

Subway is super nice!! :D

(That guy's butt damn qiao eh?. HAH!)

Noel Yong Ting Ting:

Anything about blogging just approach me.

Meet up soooon. :D

Vanessa Teo & Seowting:

Girls, lets go tanning during our holidays! :D

Bet it'll be super fun lah.

I can't wait for big groove!. Heh.

Boredom.

2009-05-12T05:54:00.000-07:00

Kay, i've finally got some time (:

Not gnar do anything today. As tmr i've only got a frigging 30 minute lecture! D:

But, as a good student, i'll go attend it! :D HAH!.

& After that i'm going out somewhere to celebrate my 3rd year anniversary with JQuek.

Sigh. ):

I'm like super lifeless now lah, like everyday school, madwork and msn.

Damn lah!. I need retail therapy please. Like seriously ):

& i miss shopping with shermainek & Ym,Mh,TT,M.XL.

Gosh!. D:

I need to dance too. Like soooon lah.

Hope i can get into Foreign Bodies uh, if not i swear i'll cry till shit.

SighSighSigh!.

Shermaine

2009-05-09T23:46:00.000-07:00

Sister, i know this is a very huge blow to you.

But, i won't pangsei you. I'm serious, not kidding.

You must understand, how i feel too. You're sad, i'm NOT happy okay.?

Seeing you like that makes me feel even worse.

Yes i admit i don't know your feeling of being rejected. Maybe i'll get rejected by Foreign Bodies?

You'll never know. By that time, i need you by my side to comfort me, care for me.

I'm there for you, always. I don't want you to push me away dear.

I hope you really be back to the old Shermaine. Please! We all feel damn sad/heartpain seeing you torturing yourself. You're at the same time torturing me too darling.

You know I'm always the one who cares for you. All the 'i love you, sister' you said before are fake?. You're there for me when i flunk my o levels, you know how depress i am. You're there to help me with my work last year when i retook my o levels. I'm not going to just leave you alone. It'll never ever happen. I need you to buck up, study hard for your o levels & score 10 marks and below. Don't give up dancing, you'll succeed. You've just started dancing like a few months? You can acheive this result is a very big breakthrough.

I believe if you persevere you will definitely make it through.

I hope you'll still treat me as your #1 dearest sister like i do.

I hope you know how i feel now. If now i got rejected and you got in, yes i'll cry i'll be depress. But i know i need you by my side to comfort me and i know you'll be there for me too. I hope you put yourself in my shoes like how i put myself in your shoes sister. I need you to support me. YOU, SHERMAINE KIM YUN RONG. So you don't come ask me message jwayne or what. Closest sister ever will be you and minhui. i hope you can wake up from your sad state. I hope you'll text me happily and meet me happily the next time.

Shermaine, i love you kay?. <3

Don't forget me and go with beehwa. I don't want to lose yet another sister. Like how i almost lose tingting. I'm equally sad now, i've been rejected by my sister. My dearest/closest sister.

Please shermaine, jiayou i know you can do it. You've always show/teach me how to be strong.

You're always my role model you know?.

I just want you to be happy. At all cost?

Maybe even quitting SYDC?. I just want you to be shermaine kim i knew two years back.

Loves.<3

Ikea.

2009-05-09T03:04:00.000-07:00

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Went Ikea with Bao brother & Shermz sister. :D

Supposedly meeting them 5.30pm, but i'm late.(as usual)

Ate meatballs with pasta, was okay luhs. (:

Pictures next!.

As you can see, Jwayne's picturez(s) are retarded. Lol.!

PhotoBooth

2009-05-07T21:56:00.001-07:00

Slacking

2009-05-07T21:56:00.000-07:00

I'm at school's gloria jeans slacking uhs. D:

Seriously nothing to do and just waiting for time to pass.

I'm like waiting for 4plus. Then i'll go and meet Bao&Sherm. :D

Can't wait for dinner at IKEA luh.

Talking about eating, i seriously have super duper small appetite now!.

i eat a mouthful of bread, then i damn full already.

though i want to be skinny, but i think this is over. TOO OVER!

& Ytd went for Foreign Bodies Audition. (:

They say i did a good job, but i still don't think i'm up to their standard.

Hah! But, still hope i can get in luh. (Praying in progress NMHRGK)

(Sound familiar eh Bao?. That NMHRGK).

kay, i want to post some pictures now!.

Madwork.

2009-05-05T05:34:00.000-07:00

kay people. I must not be lazy and must start blogging.

And, shall not leave my blog alone. (:

I'm like got to re-do my design fundamental work, colour theory work and all luh.

No confidence in my art pieces. Not an artist luh! Can't draw means cannot please. D:

Imma designer whom cnt draw. :D

But, it doesn't mean you can't draw, you can't be a good designer right?.

Nevermind, i've just got to be more hardworking then the others!

(Jiayou Girl!)

Kay, shall come and blog afterwards.

I need help.

2009-05-03T04:26:00.001-07:00

Any designers out there?.

I seriously need some help with my work.):

How to use hatching for my leaf.?

I'm super stressed up now, cried just now.

(Can't be controlled, thinking of tmrw & tuesday class i'm darn stressed up)

I don't think I'm a designer kind of person.

I don't do anything well. :/

DUMB LAH ME.

Upset.

2009-05-03T00:21:00.000-07:00

Hi people, i'm back to blogging again.

Wanted to change blogskins. But idk how to d/l.

Damn, Macbook is so hard to understand luh. D:

Have to ask people how to change skin now.

Blah.

Kay, had a hectic week last week.

& my presentation is finally over (I'm glad)

now, i'm super stress about the SYDC results lur. D:

I seriously don't know why, i suddenly have this feeling of unfairness.

Like i seriously love and have passion for dancing and really want to get into SYDC but, due to limitations, i might not be able to get in. ):

Heard from Shermz sister that they have already comfirm 8 people out of 50 over.

Gosh, & i think they're only accepting 10 over people.

I'm guessing they're accepting 15-18 people only.

so which means my chance of getting into SYDC is not 50 percent already.

I think it's gnar be like 20 percent maybe?.

But anyway, i'll still be chanting the rest, it's up to fate already i guess. :/

If my mission is not in SYDC this time round, maybe will try it next year.(Maybe only)

Kay, i've got to thank bao brother for keep on consoling/comforting me for the pass few days.

" Brother, thanks for everything! Actually I'm not a weird person&neither do i have a weird personality (:
Is just you still do not know me well & long enough. But, you will luh someday. :D Lol. I feel super weird/awkward messaging you now.)): Hah, i also don't know why?. (: "

Kay, have fun yesterday with NYPSD peeps and audrey,aloy,lijia. :D

went Sentosa with NYPSD people for my 1st SD meeting. I'm late as i needa meet kelly up to borrow her bikini.

Reach there around 10am.(we're suppose to meet at 9.30am) & kay, went there and played games.

I'm in the red team tgt with aloy! (:

We lost in the first two games, but win in the next two games.

In the end, we're the winner! Hah!. I injured my knee whilst playing captain's ball. Pain!.

Afterthat, we (Audrey,Lijia,Aloy&Me) went scape to watch KO night!.

Before that, went subway to dabao our dinner.(Cheese steak is dope) Kay, we went in with Foreign Bodies.

They're very nice/energetic bunch of dancers. (:

KO night was darn dope luh. :D (Almost lost my voice lah)

Get to know Jessica from Audrey.(She's from FBodz) And, Ysebel also from FBodz through Seowting.

Most of the finalist are from FBodz luh, how cool can that be.

On my way home, while talking to bao brother, i saw vanessa and seowting.

we were like shouting damn loudly outside cineleisure luh!(Super paisei, but yeah excited to see them mah)

& have to kup bao brother's call. Seriously sorry about that!! ):

Thats all for my exciting day. I'm gnar do my homework now.

Got tons of them. ):

First Day

2009-04-20T07:46:00.000-07:00

School is fun, but tiring.

Kay, today's class is about design fundamentals.

I've learn how to Snip, Hatching, Cross-Hatching, Wavy Lines, ZigZag Lines, 3 other styles.

4hrs of tuitorial time for us to finish our work. BUT! it's not enough luh. ):

I didn't manage to finish my 3 other (optional) styles.

Grrr. Damn angry with myself.

Contradictions.

2009-04-19T05:30:00.000-07:00

Ay people.

I'm finally back to blogging again.

As, i've gotten my MACBOOK. (:

It's super expensive please, but it's a must for my course. (No choice).

Will blog everyday! :D

NO MORE dead blog.

HEH.

TUITIONING IS GOOD.

2009-03-26T09:25:00.000-07:00

TUITION ANYONE?!?

okay basically, there is this tuition group tutoring students ranging from sec 1-5, most preferbly maths and science. our tutors have all gone through SCREENING and are EXPERIENCED teachers.
the rates are around $30-40/hour
rates are negotiable
please message MAX at 91465877
or email MAX @ bang.boom.bang@hotmail.com or ME @ thy-glamorous@hotmail.com
If you're interested!

TYVM.(:

P.s: Tuitioning is good for your health!.

Online Shopping, Again.

2009-03-26T04:28:00.000-07:00

Kay, these is what i bought from online.

& i'm freaking broke now.

ZERO ZERO INCOME!.

): ): ):

Can someone pity me?!?.

Sigh. :/

But,luckily i bought these stuffs, aren't they beautiful?.

HEE! :D

ohmy, & my next post is what i'm gnar buy!.

shit man.

//Edited.

I'm gnar let myself stop doing all these okay.

shittay shit!. I'm serious broke like * :/

but,all clothes so nice. how to stop?.

it's killing me.

2009-03-25T08:20:00.000-07:00

So, MacBook or MacBook (White)?
Sigh, I kept pondering these question in my nutbrain.
Geez, Idk what to get?.
Kay, I personally wanted a MacBook but, alot of my friends said that MacBook (White) is more then enough for my poly.
But i still insisted the MacBook. :D
My mommy wanted to get me the MacBook (White) as it cost $1999+ than MacBook which cost $2770+.
It's a BOMB. Neeway, my dad said settled it with MacBook. Kay, Cool.
NOW, Idk should i buy from school or outside. :/
ZzzZzz. Damn! I hate it when i can't make up my nutmind.
MacBook uh, why cnt you be cheaper?. D:
& I want to get myself a DSLR. Whooooo.
A Polaroid, Holga & Fisheye. :D But, I'm super super broke now.
ZERO income man!. Too lazy to work. :B
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Friday's SHERAL LEO's birthday!
a HIPHOP partay! :D Can't wait uh. But, idk what to wear for my top.
-.- kay,i'm super super diao.
Saturday is mr. MACgaver's 21st birthday. HAH.
I'm seriously broke okay?. Spent $26 for both person.
It's alot of moolah($) if your super broke okay?!?.
& please, online shopping is perpetually killing me!. D:
gosh,i've to kick this habit (though i know its super impossible). :/
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Ciao.
(I'm SUPER random.)

Retail Therapy.

2009-03-17T22:01:00.000-07:00

Kay,these clothes are from MODPARADE.
I love them totally please. And, i've decided to get them ALL.
All of the top so nice right.
And, i'm gnar spend like $78!
God damn it.

//Edited
Kay,but sadly, didnt even manage to get any of them.
geez,people act so swiftly online.
& i'm too SLOW. ):
so miss them all. urgh.

Ay,these tops are my picks from OliveandApril.

They're gorgeous&i love them. I'm intending to get them.

Maybe,buying the blue dress,white oversize tank,zebra playsuit.

I wanted both the gold necklace so much. But! it's all sold out.

Damn! i should have gotten them yesterday. I seriously regreted.

Kay,prevent from regretting, i'm gonna grab these clothes as fast as possible!.

i don't care.Bloody $79 gnar spend on this clothes.

Shitty Shit man. I'm gnar be so Broke lah.

//Edited

Kay,i did not buy any of these too. D:

Too slow. ):

Kay, next time i've act faster.!

Stone.

2009-03-17T02:01:00.000-07:00

Ay,have been blog hopping since just now.

Tsktsk! But,it's super fun lah.

still have not bought anything yet though. :/

I'm still waiting for my lappy lur.

have to wait till school reopen then can buy.Tsk!

Stupid shit please.

& i've been eating maggie mee since holidays.

And,my dad says that i'm like a maggie mee now,long and skinny.

he is super lame can?.lololxz.(:

haha.i'm not skinny eh.i feel that i'm super fat. D:

i'm standing 170m tall & weigh 52kg luh.

super fat shit.

Oh so shitty please,

2009-03-16T08:39:00.000-07:00

Kay,met my girls & joseph at 2 in school to collect our testimonial & certificate.
And,please it's like raining god damn heavy just now.
So we've(my,ym&mag)to take cab down to school.
Oh,& guess what? it only cost me $3!.
So super cheap cheap cheap.hee.
Uhm,kinda happpy with my certificate&testimonial though.
Teacher wrote that imma accomplished pianist & dancer.
Omfg,i can't believe it! totally can't believe it.I'm super happy to see it luh.

Nothing's gnar change my love for you.

Shopping Spree.

2009-03-09T03:19:00.000-07:00

Hello girls, time for me to blog again.

humph,stayed home for blog shopping whole day today.

kay,these are skirts i want to buy (:

any comments?.lololxz.

these skirts are very sweet uhs?.hah.

i will purchase afew of them.

probably th flora ones,cause they are too sweet for me to resist.!

Kay,now these top few pictures are clothes that i've just bought.(:
i totally love them luh.Super sweet ain't they?.
Especially the studded black dress. :D

Hohohoho! Can't wait for my things to arrive.

kay, gotta go now! Ciao ♥

Movie Time

2009-03-08T09:06:00.001-07:00

Kay,caught the movie PUSH with mae,ting & boyf.

was a hero kind of movie.

not bad.(:

(& the movie theatre was freezing,i swear all of us froze when we came out)

kay,updates on another day.

oh,dont you think Dakota Fanning is hot?

Watched Marley & Me with darling few days back.

the show was super duper sad.):

I cried uh.

Marley is such a great dog actually.(though he is a little hyper)

I'm so gnar name my dog marley next time.HAH.

kay,gnar update more.

SuperBored.

2009-03-08T05:13:00.000-07:00

I've never been so bored before,please. Stuck at home & no where to go.
Gosh,luckily my awesome boyf borrowed me his lappie. If not you'll see me banging the wall at th' end of the day.
Gotten myself a new skin. Find this skin quite attractive, so yep.(:
Hope you guys like my skin too yea?. Though can't change it to the center but ya,still alright with it uh.
Kay,let me blog about yesterday. :D
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Uhm,when central mall to find boyf. To get the concert tickets.
(Fyi,it's 100.3's music/entertainment awards concert)
afew of the artiste performed:
JJ lin, Stephanie Sun, Derrick Ho, Shi Sing hui, Olivia Ong, Wu Jia Hui, Chou Pi Jiang, Cai Chun Jia & Show Luo.
(Sorry, I did not name it all. As i've forgotten some.)
Kay, neeway it was really fun watching them sing&dance.
especially when my superb idol JJ lin & SHOW LUO performed. we were so high!
I must credit to boyf's bro for giving me the tickets. (:
i seriously did enjoy the show ytd.
Hated noel's bro uh, no offence but he really suck being a elder bro.
Tricked her luh,ask her go to city hall mrt to wait for him then asked her go to paya lebar -.-
Fuck shit please. Waste our Ez-link card money. Bloody shit.
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Can't wait for school reopen, yet don't feel like going back to school so early.
(oh, so contradicting please.)
I'm rotting at home luh,practically doing nothing except some easy household chores.
If i'm going shopping,we'll just walk around & movies. Stupid huh.
I wanted to go genting with boyf, but i know it'll never ever happen NOW.
Sigh.): I'm pathetic luh. Already 17+/18 but yet being controlled by parents.
Ohwell, imma filial daughter so i've gotta obey them. :D

Inactive.

2009-02-17T00:17:00.001-08:00

hi sweeties,this blog is currently inactive.
renovating in progress.
willl be back sooon.(hopefully)